You were surprised I didn't contact her about it?
If you know me, I hold a very simple principle here.
"For my problems. If you ask, I will tell. If you don't, I wont."
It seems that, you don't know me at all.
Not at all.
Bad habit?
So you're suggesting that letting it all out like a barbarian to another person and have them look at him/her(the person you're having problems with) as a very bad person, is the better way?
I'm asking. Not assuming. Like you always do.
I didn't even contact you people for more than a month.
What more do you want with me?
Because frankly, I do not have the slightest thought of you people.
I don't even mention about you people in both cyber and reality.
Face it, I don't even THINK of you people.
Cut this short.
I apologised and I did nothing already after the incident.
You didn't wanna accept my apology, that's your problem.
Don't drag me in your problems coz, I don't wanna bother about it.
You find me contradicting?
Oh well well... Look who's talking?
What am I talking about?
Ask yourself.
I am still human.
I made mistakes and will still do.
If you think you're that perfect.
Look at yourself from head to toe, are you worth for me to keep?
Because I keep people who don't think they are perfect, who admits to their mistakes, who dare take risks, but they are happy about it.
They are living life and yes, I do have a big number of friends.
All of them are very different, own their own mistakes and secrets, including lies.
Think about it
If they lie to keep the relationship alive, I find no harm in that.
I will be hurt, but if they are sincere, I accept that.
But if they lie and toy around with my feelings, I will provide the biggest rejection to them.
Say, like breaking my trust? :)
I mix around.
I learn all the time on the different people and outcomes out there.
Expanding my group of friends and mainly, my mindset.
Do you?
Call me names for all I care.
If you know me, I always say that.
And I mean it all the time.
Sorry if my friends' words affected you.
It really did affect you. Just look at how much you actually brutally described me as.
Because they are very protective of me.
They know how much of a bitch I can be.
To them, I am never perfect. Still, they protect me.
Oh by the way,
I didn't bother much about what you said about me.
Apparently, I didn't know my bestfriend did that.
Until he called me to tell me about what he did.
If you don't believe me, if you think I'm just a very good liar.
Then so be it.
Coz, pfft!
What do I care about what you think about me, anyway?
hahahahaha!
Ok bye.