THIS
Brings back so much fond memories.
Those that I will never forget.

Oh well, I cannot deny I still know what and how I felt that time.
5 years back.
Time flies so fast I didn't realize how much I've grown.

I shall admit I don't feel 22
I still feel I'm 17.
My mindset changes but my emotions are still in a stir.
Not that I'm boasting that I'm young or something, which I still am!
hahaha!

Somehow, if this kinda theory ever existed.
Time just froze after we fought, 5 years back.

I remembered I had a heart to heart talk with my fellow guitarist, Keet, about 3 years back.
I wasn't hallucinating
I wasn't speaking nonsense
I understand now that I was speaking the truth.

I kept everything inside a box after we fought
I didn't touch that box and when I decided to 'open' it, it really did cause a stir.

That night, 2 years back
I sat up all night
Crying out
Your name.

Only yours.

Because if only you were there
I would have reacted better.

I lost a friend.
A very dear friend.
Yeah, it still hurts.