Funny how one person can take all of my nonsense at one go and just still look at me and smile sincerely.

This person is really funny.
Not a clown, but he's my boyfriend.
My best friend and my rival.

I still cannot figure how he did it. Maybe that's how things should be done.
Me being the fire and he's the water.
Sometimes it just so happens to be vice versa.
We swap character a lot of times.
Heh?

He's special to me because of that.
Of course he lacks romance. Like a lot.
He forgets a lot and sometimes accidentally neglecting me.
And regret it after realising. Always.
Am I tired of it? Yes, I am.
But I never get sick of him.
I know he's trying and doing his best to deliver all the time.
I respect him.

Whenever I'm angry, I will just go really quiet on him.
He may have his patience and limit to tolerate to ask a lot of times but at the end, he'll still smile.
He knows I don't spill the beans after a few attempts of asking.
I'm always seeking that assurance that someone is purely and sincerely is concern then I will.

I can go full-on crazy on him.
I can splurge all the vulgarities on him and go on calling him an idiot or moron or what not.
Getting angry LIKE FREAKING LIKE THIS CURSING EVERYTHING HE DOES WRONG LIKE MAD AND DON'T STOP POKING HIM UNTIL HE BREAKS!! BREAK HIM AND STRESS HIM UP UNTIL HE EXPLODES!!
Like that.
I can just express all of my anger on him.
In however will make me feel better.
He will argue here and there but he will silent himself after and when I'm done, he'll turn to me and smile and say,"Baby? Feeling better? I'm sorry I'm always lacking but you know I'm always trying. I have a lot to think of about work and I'm sorry to have neglected you. I didn't do it intentionally. My baby is so cute when she's angry. But she's beautiful when she smiles. Smile okay? Please. For me."

His tone is always so calm I cannot scold him anymore.

And this is how he handles my nonsense.

He said my nonsense is his and nobody else's.

He knows me.
He knows how much I will challenge and fight him whenever I'm angry.
Sometimes, he too will fight back.

That's when there's dispute.
After which, he'll still come to me and apologise though I was wrong as well.
Once I fell sick due to a dispute, he rushed down to see me and took care of me after until I'm better.

He's not for sale or share.
Hands off.

Ok bye