But it sure did rake some old feelings back to live.
Not a good one, to be on point.
I just hate dealing with tedious unnecessary matters.
Who does?
But to some people, it's not unnecessary.
It becomes very necessary for them.
Which come to the topic of me, dealing with rumours, AGAIN.
Hence, I asked myself.
"Why am I in this turmoil again?"
Really. How much more direct must I be to avoid this kinda 'games'?
Then I figured. No more than I already have.
Because even if I am not direct or as direct as a bull approaching the red rag, people are still going to TALK.
Thus I came to a conclusion, of my own, of course.
To give absolute no attention to it.
Which then I was proven I was wrong.
Deliberated again n revise over and over again.
I finally gave attention to it with so much lesser emotions added.
Because my emotions will never give quite sufficient way to my brains, anyway.
I gave it a thought. N so I prayed.
For a matter so old to be brought up again, I summed up that these kinda people are not intellectually built enough to actually talk about current happenings instead of people in their life.
Let's say, one can actually talk about food they tried in the last couple of months as part of a conversation. Or the work they're doing n what they learnt from it, at least.
It is easy as 1 2 3 for me to tip someone off with this but for me to execute it myself, it takes time.
N a whole load of resisting. Haha! Kidding.
I started to not talk about people coz it don't matter. I practiced and still do talking about the good in others instead. Whatever flaws I see in them, it's just for me to know n for me to evaluate it myself if I should be around that person as often.
I am as direct enough as I can be.
N for people who claimed that I said some things which I didnt, do me a favor And slap yourself awake.
Ok bye
