I get on his nerves a lot more times than I ever did.

There's an issue that makes me wanna blog tonight.
Of course.
Notice: Blaming others for your actions makes your dumber than you think you are.

What do you expect from someone who's exceptionally full of him/herself?
Tragedy.
haha! kidding.

I did filter some of my friends and yeah, no regrets.
I don't really throw them away, you see.
Just filtering.
The fact that I convert the close to acquaintance.

I bumped into one recently.
It's like during the appraisal period in your job, you see.
The management will cut the non-performing and raise the performing ones.
No one really stays stagnant in the same spot, though there are cases as such.

Apparently, I bumped into one and had a chat here and there.
When Shah and I was otw home, I told him,
"That one was hypocritical. I don't mean any harm but that's my perception of that person. Can you feel it?"
Surprisingly, he agreed to my point as well.

I filtered a lot of them to the extend I am not bothered if I'm being left out by them.
I have others who really mean a lot more to me.
For instance, the forever getting on my nerves best friend.
He gets on my nerves, alright.
A lot more times than I ever got on Shah's nerves.
Way a lot!

Also, there are people who kept emphasising that their life is the worst.
Worst than others.
It somehow can make that same bunch of people who kept boasting that their life is better than everyone else's.
I know, really pisses you off to even be friends with them.
My tip is, don't bother telling them anything about your life.
They'll be just taking it to compare with theirs.
If you tell them how tough your life has been, they'll say their life has been tougher.
If you tell them how blessed you feel of your life, they'll drown you and say their life is a lot better than yours.
It'll make you feel one particular emotion for firsts.
Annoyed.
Extremely annoyed.
If you have anger management like me, move away. Forget about being close.
Because these kinda people will love to criticise you but when you do it to them, though jokingly, they'll turn into a monster.

I've been annoyed more than most by these people.
But keeping my cool, I'll just shut up and have them think I'm listening.
When I wasn't.
At least I'm giving you my time, okay?

I can come to step forward for anyone who wishes for someone to understand their situation.
Only god knows what I've been through but I believe nobody's life is tougher than the others.
Everyone have their share of tough times and it is tough for each individual.
You are nobody to compare.

I have my older cousins coming to me and telling me about their woes without me asking.
I'm honoured for them to even think that I'm wise enough to listen without judging.
Also, I do not want them to know what I went through or even boast about it.
Not about me not wanting to make them worry.
It's my own journey. Why must I be telling everyone about it or even expecting everyone to understand?
I do not need everyone to cater to every single character I possess.
Even Shah knows everything but I told him to get his hands off most of the issues because it's not his fight. It's mine.

For those out there who kept blabbering about how good your life is and that everyone else's is not as good as yours? Get a hold of yourself and shut your mouth.
For those out there who kept saying nobody understands you and that nobody is going through what you're going through, I can pick another person out now and shove it to you that you should stop comparing. And of course, GET A GRIP.

Some things are meant for you to keep to yourself, write it somewhere which only you have access to it.
Don't have to add in into conversations on how everyone don't understand you and do not wanna care about what you're going through.
Unless you know what everyone is going through, their struggles and their fights without you judging and sticking your nose into their matter, then hands down I won't say anything more.
But that's not possible.
Because you're only human.

Have some self-respect.
Have respect for others as well.

Appreciate what you have instead of complaining of what you don't have.
Worst, exaggerating what didn't happen.

Ok bye