I'm supposed to complete my accrual by tonight.
Guess I got lazy to refer to many different documents while doing it anyway.

Today was hectic. A long day.
Just praying that everything will go well.
In Shaa Allah

A new notice came up, actually.
"This year, is the first time after so many, you didn't greet me with a birthday wish on the 19th Nov."

I was rooting about it with my husband.
"If this time he said nuts, the chain is broken. THAT my dear, is the start for a very different view." and so I said.

Apparently, the chain was broken.
I was astonished and then on, I was actually quite amazed.
Hahaha!
I gave way to another day or two, still none.
There's NONE!
This is it.

Being married caused a lot of different things to take place.
As what a very good friend of mine mentioned, it's one of the phases in life.
It may be much for us now but I know deep down, there's more to come.

I lost friends here and there and basically I guess, gained more acquaintances.
I became ultimately choosy on who I'm really keeping.
In silence, I actually filtered quite a number of them to acquaintances.

I got frustrated, flabbergasted also amused.
With all these behaviours, I wondered to myself.
Who were they when I haven't tied the knot?
Hah!

Dad drove by Queensway shopping mall just now and I remembered something about that place.
I told my family, in the car, about it and my mom laughed.
Things happened.
And the memory of that place is quite fond to me.
Because it was one of the happy days I had throughout my life.
No regrets. I learnt something about my failed relationship with the ex anyway.

That foul relationship made me stronger as a person.
Sounds cliche as it seems, it made me who I am today.
I regained confidence, more than I ever had before I was with him.
I immediately changed back to that gung ho person I was.
The person who the ex described as crazy.
Chet!
I guessed back then that he didn't know passion but I just took it as he can't compete with me much that's why he wanna leave the relationship.

My husband took it as I am not difficult to handle.
I am actually very simple to keep.
I'm just too strong for the weak because I turn tables really quick.
Hahahaha!
Husband admitted that most of the time, he cannot win arguments with me.
Because I have a very sharp tongue and I will pierce deep enough to cause paralysis.
Chey!

My husband knows my character better than anyone else.
Aside from my parents and brothers.
He knows what can break me but you know, men, tend to let things slip.
Meh~
That's normal.

Nevertheless, we talked about the people we've dated too along with my brother.
He didn't say anything about his coz there's nothing interesting about any of them (no, really).
But mine was pointed out that all of the people I've dated, they're all thin.
My own fetish. I have favoritism when it comes to thin guys.
All of them were thin, except for one.
The guy who's too horny to keep it to himself.
I remember that one clearly.
And how I made him feel so guilty for talking like that to me.
Which then he criticizes my religion.
Eh hello, it's my pride to keep my virginity until marriage.
What is wrong with chu, you perv!

Ok, hahahaha.
Got worked up for nuts.

Well anyway, that's all la.
Ok bye