You know the feeling when you're absorbed with reminiscing your past?
The good ol' days?

I have the feels now.
Gosh I miss being that person. I miss being in that life.

The exact moment I'm talking about is the period when I just started to date Mr Husband.
Those feels and carefree days when I could just meet him and talk about our lives and it never gets boring.
Going out on dates like no typical couple and actually do something worthy of our future and learn about each other more.
There were days we would just slack off and do nothing when we're out together.
Or just be with each other but no words spoken and we'd be contented just like that.
Just being there for each other but absorbed with our surroundings instead.

I would want to feel all that over again.
However, I have no clue on how I'm able to.

Maybe, I just miss my old carefree boyfriend.
He's my loving husband now but sometimes, I just want him to just relax and be spontaneous to have fun once in a while with me.
You know, we went out on random, taking random buses and dropping off at a random station after our train rides.
I miss that kind of fun.
Eventhough it's still in our own country, we learnt how to not worry and trust each other.

I guess, commitments and responsibilities got the better of him.

Nevetheless, I still love him the same.