At this point of time, I am struggling to even count my blessings.

It is not that I do not want to, I have forgotten how to do it meaningfully.

Anyone can count their blessings but will everyone of them actually feel blessed while they're at it.
I'm one of those that do not know how to and I want to.

In this current time with so many issues arising in Singapore, everyone just becomes sensitive and extra extra vigilant.
It kinda got to the point of paranoia for some.
I am here absorbing all of these one by one and at the same time, struggle to remain sane.

I need help. I need support.
Sometimes, family doesn't have any of these two.

Thus, I turn to someone else.

N even so, I get detested.
It is unfair.
Life is unfair.